I just got back from band. Today has been a long day and i was really tired after sectionals. Thirds went to eat again. I had to settle my dinner myself cause my mother went cruising...
On the way to j8, a car, SBF 7998T, zoomed past us, splashing muddy rain water on glen, yuhning and i. Horrid.Better dont let me see him on the road next time..

By the way my previous post was not written under normal mental conditions. please understand, i am not like tt usually.

Sigh.. i'm kind of missing my secondary school friends. They're really nice,loyal people. They are really sincere and kind especially people from 4C. Eversince i came to rj, i think i became more hypocritical.
It's like, i dont like that person but i still smile and pretend to be good friends.. i know many of you are guilty of that. i know it. And i promise to change. or rather be my old self.
i feel quite bad about it..it's just artificial.i must try not to gossip behind people's back.
Likewise, if you dont like me, can you just tell me...tell me what's wrong with me please cause i'm open minded. just say, like butler. I will at most dedicate one entry to you, just jokingg. i wont.
Seriously, if you are unhappy about me or what i do, just say.

I feel so small. All around me are high flyers with so many talented people around me.. me leh? a small fry. Somehow, i feel i wont shine but what can i do. All i know is to talk rubbish and do nothing constructive.. Hence, i must announce my new resolution, which is to be a better,nicer, quieter(as in talk less rubbish) and likeable person.. haha.. i will try my best to achieve it k.

Oh, i din get through the council interview. expected though. i knew it since i stepped out of the room. but nevermind, cause i will have much more free time then. Good luck to lenette, our only candidate from 3L.. waha..

Auntie May and the rest who read my blog, what do you think about it?

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Anonymous said...: ayes i am finally finally here i mean how slow can i get seems like ten million people have been here already. ): anyhoww, i felt like i just mugged your entire blog. hurhurhur, good, now i know you inside out and outside in and yah, must have faith in 3rds and together we'll make band practices less dull and livelier! so hang on and i'm quite sure you'll grow to love band more and moreee as time goes by. hahahaa oh no i am so talkative. yeah and i am always here if you need a listening ear hahah because i have two ears. erps. okay not funny. take care! -tzes; 4/07/2005 8:01 PM
Anonymous said...: ayes how you use this thing how come i became anonymous. goodness. testing testing. -tzesssssss.; 4/07/2005 8:02 PM
nimuoy said...: im not auntie may): anyway, i feel like small fry here also so dun worry(: go buy tamagotchi!; 4/08/2005 9:42 PM

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