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4/10/2005

ridiculous

My entries are getting more and more ridiculous.

Anyway, half of my weekend's gone and i'm left with today. Haven done anything yesterday cause band took up like 3/4 of the day and when i got home i went for tuition and then brought my granny to the clinic.
After band, i went to buy xxl chicken and jollibean again and snacked on the long bus journey home. At least i am keeping myself entertained during the ride. TV mobile made my ride even more enjoyable by screening Miss singapore universe. Haha..the programme was interesting because most of the contestants were ultra pathetic.some had buck tooth some look like some hawker centre aunty. i can still remember one of them called chew lian. I dont know how they got in in the first place. But i must give credit to a few of them who were really quite good. As such, they won all the prizes, leaving the rest empty handed( they deserve it). I think the host Nadia dont know what is the prettiest, they should just send her there.


Nothing much happened yesterday. Today is Sunday. Dont intend to do much since i dont need to take bio test tmr. Tomorrow is A tempo. My first esplanade performance. I hope everything will turn out well. I am still pondering over what should i buy for band people. Perhaps i will go out today to check out. My blazer is a bit different from the rest cause i have 3 buttons instead of 2 but lenette said it was fine. After much preparation a tempo is here and it will be over very soon. The time of stage will pass very quickly and then the next even will be syf. Think they will be conducting some kind of audition..sigh. i hate that. Better practise harder..
I will be watching RV band syf this friday! i hope they will do well too... i believe they will.

A moment ago, i was trying out one of the pirated CDs i bought and i was really irritated when the CD they gave cant work. It was handwritten so perhaps i read one of the letters wrongly. But i tried every letter and it still did not work.. Waste my time and money. I might as well take the money to buy the tamagochi.
Hope the other 2 CDs dont spoil. I din try cause i cant take too many blows in one shot.

Lately, i have been having several weird dreams. For example 2 nights ago, i dreamt that my campbell bio textbook fell apart. I was reading through the book when the pages came out one by one and i felt horrid cause the book cost 54 dollars.
A night ago, i dreamt that my sister's friend who recently got married with a child, divorced. Oh my, how can i dream of this kind of things.. In fact, i dont even know them and yet i can dream of such things..
Last night was the worst of all. I woke up crying, serious. I dreamt that my grandmother passed away in my house. She was lying on the table and my mother said her heart stopped beating. I did not believe and i attempted to call her and to my astonishment, she really woke up but her head dropped on the table after awhile. Then i went to my mother's room and i saw my grandmother standing behind the bed, looking extremely pale. My grandfather who was dead, was there too. In fact,all my ancestors were sitting around and i was talking to my grandfather.
Then i woke up. it was 8.30am.
Talking about my grandfather, i really miss him. he left me since i was in kindergarden i think. I liked him a lot cause he used to bring me down to sit on the machine, you know those that you insert 20 cents and they will move with some music. Yah.. i think i wasted a lot of his money sitting on that. But it was very fun to me last time. Now, i can hardly fit into the machine. He would also bring my sister and i to eat fish and chips as super every night. But he left so soon i could not even say a thank you to him. Sometimes, i really wonder why good people always die so early while the evil people get to live so long.

2 Comments:

Blogger nimuoy said...

heyyy all the best for tmr. i woke up crying when i dreamt that my grandfather passed away too:/

4/10/2005 10:32 PM  
Blogger crossbearer said...

oh we'll all have our dying day. and don't take it too hard. I admit it must have been hard on you...that dream I mean.

4/11/2005 8:43 PM  

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