3/29/2005

not a good day.

Today has not been good. That's why i'm back early to prevent my day from getting worse.
I had physics tutorial today which i din do and i just listen deafly and talked throughout the lesson. Mr wong need to learn how to speak louder. His voice is really making me drowsy and if i dont talk i will really sleep. Then i had PE. We played touch rugby today. It was fun cause my team which comprises of only 4 people won! Each of us scored 1 goal each, which is a major achievement. But then something quite bad happen. Which really spoils my mood for the entire day. No one knows what happen cause i kept it to myself. And obviously i wont write it here if i want to keep it to myself.

Had the long 1.5 hours of GP lesson which we did a very torturous comphrehension. I'm dead once again cause i wrote 4 lines for the application question. It was done on purpose actually cause no matter how long i get i will at most get 2 pathetic marks, so i decided to forgo it and try to aim better for the front section.
Last lesson was bio tutorial which i also din do the tutorial. I was so afraid ms wee would call me but fortunately she called me at the right time cause i prepared a little by looking at bai ting's answer. Ms wee scolded us for playing with sweets throwing today. Another tragic event.

I keep telling myself to stay happy and that no one can take my happiness away. ( i know's it abit drama) But then again, it's hard. Sometimes you really feel terrible when people start to say things about you that you really hate and they continue to blabber as though you are enjoying it. One very good example is lu shan. I think many people also feel it from him. I think he knows he is not very well accepted but he doesnt realise how annoying he can be and the only way to stop such things from happening is to keep his mouth shut. Nevermind, that's just an example. I am not just pin pointing him. There will always be ultra-insensitive people like him around to spoil people's mood. Most of the time, they succeed. I am trying very very hard to feel happy again.
I think i should just be numb and ignore them.. pretend at though i have not heard anything. My ears are closed to bad things. If you can't accept me for who i am (bridget said that yesterday) , then just get lost. Jump down the building if i really irk you so much. Shut your mouth and lead your loser life.
Perhaps i'm exaggerating things. But to me, i just cant stand it. It irks me to the core. THE CORE.
I WONT LET THE DEVIL WIN.

3/28/2005

mOnday.

Today is monday, the day that i always dread. Its like starting all over again after resting throughout the weekend.
Well, i went to school wearing my new uniform. The fire-proof material made the shirt quite warm, really different from my rv shorts which provided much ventilation. Anyway, many others also changed to their new uniform.
Started the day off with civics lesson with Dr. chan. my goose pimples come out when i call him dr. he doesnt look like one and he doesnt behave like one. We have 2 new comers today, louis and yan yuan. I dont know how they're like cause i hardly spoke to them at all. But i did a GP discussion with yan yuan. He is quite a nice person.
Afterwhich i went for lectures which i tried very very hard to pay attention and understand. I have been slacking far too much. My understanding of the chapters are like 30% and i really really have to buck up. And i'm quite happy cause i din sleep during bio and i actually understood most of the things. What an achievement!
During GP lesson, i was suppose to share about my interview with my mum. Haha..i din interview her actually. I merely made up my own story and shared with the class. It was boring as usual. But i think mrs B is already used to our boringness. She no longer stands up when we greet her cause we sound like mourning. It's that serious. Dr chan said we were boring too..haha.
Lessons ended at 3 and then i went out to eat with wee min. She's not my girlfriend. haha..We ate long john then KFC then walked around until 5 which i have to go back school for band. ARH! such a put off can...why like that. Lucky bridget was going back too then i wont seem so loser.
I dilly dally walk to RI for band and it was quite boring i must say. But since when sectionals are interesting one.. Thirds are not good cause we did not practice and hui yun was rather displeased with us. Thirds become like ostracised cause everybody can play except us..
Sigh sigh.
But nevermind lah, i promise to practice when i have the time but i am really quite busy nowadays and i think i have already commited quite abit to band by devoting my saturday morning to band. I want to join a cca which has no saturday practices but apparently most have. I like band for its people and that's why i decided to stay there.
Prac ended at 630. i rotted and talked to angel glen pat until 7. Then walk to J8, met novella and went home. My monday's gone. I din do anything again. I better stop my nonsense.

3/27/2005

SHIT.

My entire entry just disappeared...it just vanished into thin air..
BLOGGER RETURN ME MY ENTRY!!!!!

fine. i shall cut everything into point form. i have no time to re type my entire entry again..
went to church with abel and sean. ended at 2. eat pasta mania. my clams were smelly. treated anderson ice cream cause they accompanied me. go esplanade photostate scores. Went home. Haven done a single homework for long time. In serious holiday mood.
Watch ru hua tonight 9pm on channel 8.
Thanks. bye

3/26/2005

Happy easter day

yup.

Happy Easter

to everyone.
I'm going church tmr. And thanks to sean and abel i dont have to go alone.

I'm a goofy goober.

Yesterday was another day of laughter. I'm laughing most of the time. But after laughing, i feel a sense of guilt. i dont know why either. I will feel bad about not finishing my work, feel bad about laughing when others are sad.. Anyway, that aside. let me tell you why i was laughing the whole day.
9am
Leeying gave me a morning call telling me to meet at one cause ching needs to eat lunch with aunt. After which, i went to eat breakfast, walk around, then wait. leeying said she would be late cause its a habit. Then jared said he would be late too. So ok then i be late too.
In attempt to make jared not be late, i told him i was in the train when i was actually lying on the bed at home. HAHA! my brilliant idea worked. I changed and slowly get ready, left the house at one (i know, that's the time we are suppose to meet).
I arrived at the train station and was so happy cause the train arrived just in time. But then the train did not move and realised soon that there was an accident in front.(if you read the news, a malay man got killed at buona vista mrt while trying pick his shoe).
--->fast forward.
2pm.
I met leeying aaron and carrot cake at taka where we sat beside a dustbin to enjoy our meal.
Leeying wore a phlegm coloured hang ten (tommy actually) polo shirt.
Carrot was perfectly dressed for a zoo excursion.
3pm
Met ching to go kboxing. But then it was too ex so we din go in. It was like 20 dollars an hour per person. Extremely expensive right. So we walked around and landed up in a food court. We played prank calls to you min and tessie. Extremely funny. You min probably thought she was haunted by some ghost. We used different phones to call her and claims that we are leeying. HAHA!! reminds me of ru hua( my idol). I laughed until tears came out.
5pm
Decided to go ching's house in hougang.At the train station, i recorded ching singing i'm a goofy goober in an ultra funny tone. That video really made my day. It was ultra super funny. If only i can upload it ... I watched it like 10 times but still wont get tired of it. Leeying alos did something real funny when she swung carrot's 3 for 10 dollars ultra small blue bag around her neck ( IN PUBLIC) maybe we're public nuisance. but i dont really care cause it's funny and i'm happy :] We went to some mall and bought some snacks. I treated leeying and carrot to shark's fin soup k. SHARK'S FIN SOUP. carrot was not bad too, he treated us to ice cream.
Bidget crossed a road and joined us in ching's house. The organ in her room is really cool. I felt like a deejay when i used it. veh fun. can adjust everything from volume to tempo and the keys got lights one can. so cool. I want an organ.
We played slap jack which bridget was left playing with herself. Then played bloody knuckles which aaron suggested. I was kind enough to play some music from the organ to give that clubbing feeling... what's missing was just some alcohol.
I think i knocked the most knuckles.No blood though. we are all nice people you see.
In midst of the game, bridget aka qiao jie attempt to scare us by tying a pony tail the other way round(covering her face). Bridget really looked like song hui qiao, the korean actress.
Oh yah, we saw many of their past photos which were quite entertaining. Haha..esp ling's one. Carrot cake took photo of her and placed it as wall paper. lol.
I think we're all crazy. We're mad.. really. A part of our brains is missing.
10pm
time to go. took a cab back cause i thought it wasnt too far and was lazy to take train. but i was wrong cause the fare was 14 dollars! so expensive!! i've been taking cab too many times. The money i earned from my tuition all got into taxi drivers' pockets. It was a good day though i din do anything constructive.

3/25/2005

Ultra annoying.

I can't stand survey companies anymore. Especially the one which called me 40 minutes ago. It is ultra-super-annoying. It simply irks me to death. I can just vomit blood talking to her(irritant).
Irritant called me yesterday in midst of my conversation with an old friend. Being a nice person, i entertain her awhile. She asked for a male 18 and above. I said dont have. She asked how old am i. i said 16. ok . then she interrogated me..trying to investigate if i am lying. I was trying to shut her off by saying my father was not in but to no avail.She ask me what is he doing now..with who.. what time come back. O my goodness, is she a private investigator or what. Finally she put down the phone promising that she will call tonight. i was quite annoyed already, spoiling my conversation.
Without fail, irritant called. Once again, she used her ultra irritating nasal voice to question me, asking where my father is, is he in the service line, whether he is working on good friday... She asked me what time he'll be back. I said very late. But she was still not satisfied, suspecting i was lying to her from that sarcastic tone. Then i said 2am. And she then claims that a lot of companies are interested to know his opinions which i believe she is lying. LIAR. my father doesn't go shopping at all and he plays mahjong most of the time why would companies what to know his opinions?!(unless they are producing a new mahjong set). I was now extremely irritated. I said in a rather sarcastic tone trying to express my impatience and annoyance, "must you call our house? can you call other house? ." The irritant was quite annoyed too then she said she will call tmr noon and hung up the phone without saying bye.how rude can she get you tell me. ARGH!?!! Where on earth can you find this kind of people. Like as if she is paying us a billion dollars or what. Why must we do her idiotic survey. Plus she is so rude. Tmr my mother say she will just say NO such person. I think that's the best way to shut her off. If i pick up tmr i will say he's dead. HAHA!!funny. Wonder what her reaction will be like. IRRITATNT. IRRITANT! hope she get some ear infection from using the phone to much or may her ear drop off some day.

Well well, bad things aside. I shall not let that woman spoil my day.
Anyway today was a good day. 02 was ok. Better than yesterday.. My og left 8 people to play games and that's already not bad. We played 2 games only though due to the super lack of enthusiasm. But i must say i was good at the mother hen game. I lasted the longest, being able to keep my balloon inflated( i cheated lah) . Yan shuo and bryan's balloons burst so quickly cause the opponent hen has very very long hands and thus able to reach all the way across u-glen's shoulders . Finally was my turn and i cheated by moving my hand down when his hands appear. U-glen tried hard to push him away but his hands are really long so ya... but you really cant blame me for cheating cause i cant possibly see him burst my balloon without doing anything right? i must save my balloon.
K..then it was lunch all the way and more talking. Was laughing at kohyu's friend who has quite a few really funny stories about. (identiy not to be disclosed.)

Clock ticks 130 and time for our CIP project. mine was collecting funds for viriya community services. By the way, it's ok if you dont know whats viriya. Cause the whole world doesn't. Everyone was asking me whats that and all i could say is NKF and KK hospital. As a result they din really dare to donate more. But the most kind-hearted woman was one who donated 10 dollars and i gave her 2 key chains which made her really happy. THANKS A LOT!It's great to see that and these people really make my job much easier and gives me more satisfaction. But as usual there are people who pretend to eat..look away..look down and worst of all those who give you face. For goodness sake, at least smile or politely say no. I wont scold you like lu shan does..haha. Neither will i be annoyed. It's those who ignores you that makes you feel awkward. All in all, it was ok as it was just 1 hour and i think i did pretty well.

After that, we proceeded to the dont know what concert. On the way there was extremely funny k... I was laughing like all the way. First, tessie said horng seng's friend was his mother(???)( seriously). Then after that we wasted the sticker which we had so much in abundance. Waha.. we pasted on each other's hair. The funniest was shao shuang was paraded all along from boon keng mrt to our destination with about 7 stickers stuck on her pony tail. And she was still laughing at us can.. haha!! Then we joked how people would pluck a sticker off her hair whenever they donated some money and that it was a fashion trend...But I was also blur cause i laughed at her when i had one on my head. Shao shuang then decided to take revenge but without any success. The reason was obvious.. she pushed the sticker hard on the person's head, exclaiming shit after having done so. WHO WOULD NOT NOTICE YOU TELL ME?! then mysteriously got like 2 stickers on her thigh..hahah!!! really really funny. mich carrot lowell and zhi xiang were laughing all the way...

Waited awhile for the concert but then it was noisy so i left early with many others.
Tomorrow's good friday. I love holidays this year cause they all just fall on the weekends which mean a longer break and i really like tt..but they pass really quickly too. I owed too much homework and i'm forever in holiday mood. how? i must really get myself ready..even the new files i bought in the beginning of the year are rusting. I am too lazy.